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| Fake |
| 06.12.04 (5:29 am) [edit] |
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[b]This blog is starting to make me mad. It isn't [i]me.[/i] I'm being fake. I'm writing more for other people than myself and I'm censoring a lot of my thoughts so that I don't seem... like I'm different than what people know of me. I think... I don't know. I might keep writing in here, depends on if I feel like putting effort into making it more me-ish. Hasta[/b]
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| Anniversary Party |
| 06.11.04 (4:54 am) [edit] |
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Tonight I get to hang out with Matt! :P Yay! I guess my cousin and her husband are having a 25th anniversary party and my mom asked if I wanted to bring Matt. It's not going to be a very fun time, but at least I get to see him. By next weekend I'll be allowed to hang out with people again and not have to do it through boring anniversary parties.
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| Another Quiz |
| 06.10.04 (7:56 am) [edit] |
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
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| Time |
| 06.10.04 (5:50 am) [edit] |
Time goes by [i]so[/i] fast. People shouldn't waste away their lives just because they're too lazy to be what they want to be. They're never going to get another chance so why not go for it? If the schooling takes four years, eight years, who cares? That's nothing compared to the rest of their life (unless they get hit by a big truck carrying meat products). Some people aren't sure if they're making the right decision by wasting time figuring out if they want to be doing something but it's better to be unsure so they can eventually find out, than to have never tried at all. It doesn't matter how old they are... well I guess it does since people in nursing homes can't really pursue a new career... but besides them, it really doesn't matter. People can always start over before they run out of time. There isn't much of it left, so hurry up!
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| Quiz |
| 06.09.04 (4:51 am) [edit] |
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You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!
You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first
And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide
Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know
He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree
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| Soon |
| 06.09.04 (4:21 am) [edit] |
Hola! It's a prettiful day today! I'm gonna lay outside for a while once it's around noon. I can't wait to be allowed to hang out with people again. I want to go to David's house! He lives on a lake so we could swim and have crazy lake creatures bite us. I want to go to Jasmin's house and live there like back in the day. I want to hang out with Matt and sit on the floor like we usually do, lol. Now that there's nice weather we'll be able to do things instead of sitting around. Sitting around doesn't bother me, but it makes me feel like I'm a boring person and he wants me to leave his house. Taam, I'm sorry that I put Sublime on here. I know it makes you a sad kid when I put "bad" music on here, but you don't know what you're talking about because Sublime is definitely not bad music. I guess you're just gonna have to turn off the music or something. I'm gonna go take a shower. Hasta!
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| Testing HTML |
| 06.08.04 (8:34 am) [edit] |
[b]Yay I figured out how to use html to change the font and the color! And how to make the moving banner thingy! I feel like a smart kid! lol[/B]
I can't wait for our pool to go up so that I can frolic around in it! I watched a little bit of the video that came with it last night and it's really not that bad. I was expecting it to be a lot smaller than that because it comes in a box that's pretty small. Hasta
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| Escuela |
| 06.08.04 (4:49 am) [edit] |
[b]Well I didn't end up driving around with John today.[/b] I guess he didn't want me to or something. Whatever, it's not like I need to know how to drive or anything :?
[b]I'm going into school today at 2:30 to take a test in history[/b]. I hope that goes well! After that I have one more test in history, then the final and I'll be done with that class. I'll be going to school next Monday and Tuesday because I have to take finals. Wednesday I don't have to take any so everything will be done on Tuesday. [i]Except[/i] math, which is going to last until the end of the month... but that's okay, I'll do what I have to do to pass.
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| Inner Eye Color |
| 06.08.04 (4:23 am) [edit] |
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Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown
You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men
You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else.
It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate.
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| Pool |
| 06.07.04 (4:59 am) [edit] |
[b]I've decided to make an effort to start driving.[/b] Matt inspired me by getting his permit and it made me realize that he'll probably have his license before me if I don't hurry up and start driving. I plan on going for my license in August, since that's when my six months will be up. John is letting me drive around with him on Tuesday (he drives around from business to business all day for his job) so that will give me a lot of practice. It's fun listening to Matt want to drive a lot now that he has his permit. That will probably stop after a month, like it does with most people. It never really started with me. After the first time I drove with my parents I wasn't exactly looking foreword to the next time I had to do it. I really just can't drive. I get so paranoid that I make stupid mistakes, or I zone out and don't even pay attention to what I'm doing. I've only driven four times so maybe once I get used to it I won't be as bad.
[b]John bought a pool last night.[/b] It's not a big one, but it's better than nothing. We've been talking about getting a pool for about three years now and we finally have one! :D Yay! Well I gotta go. I have to finish my English paper and then start studying for some tests I need to take starting tomorrow. Hasta!
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| CrAzY kId |
| 06.06.04 (8:27 am) [edit] |
[b]I'm going insane[/b] :lol:
I've been randomly crying :cry:
And laughing :D
I really am going insane, and if I have to spend one more weekend in this house there will be no hope for me. It's been a month already and [u]I NEED TO ESCAPE![/u]
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| SAT's |
| 06.05.04 (10:38 am) [edit] |
[b]I took the SAT's today.[/b] I had to guess on pretty much the whole math section so I know I'll have to take the SAT's again in October. I don't know if I'll do any better, but it's worth trying. I think I did well on the English sections because I didn't have any trouble with the questions. It started at 8:00am and ended around 12, four hours of testing. I didn't think it was too bad though. When you're testing the time goes by kinda fast. A lot of people from Messalonskee were there. I talked to Kevin for a couple minutes when I was trying to find my room, and Scott when I was leaving. I was happy to see Kevin again cuz I haven't seen him in almost 2 months and he's one of my few friends.
[b]I finally got a guitar tuner![/b] Yay! :P Not that I can play the guitar, but at least now I have a guitar that isn't all crazy sounding. My mom asked about getting lessons at Al Corey's over the summer and my dad wants me to use some of the child support money for it so I'm probably going to be getting lessons soon. Welps, I'm off to fall asleep outside. Hasta!
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| Ugly |
| 06.04.04 (5:31 am) [edit] |
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[b]Well I've succeeded in completely messing up my blog but I can't fix it right now. [/b]
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| Leaving |
| 06.02.04 (3:33 pm) [edit] |
[b]I came and I went.[/b] I'm done with school for the rest of the year, really this time. I get to sleep in every day and eat a bunch of food :D . It's not like I'm starting my vacation early though because I still have a ton of work to do and I'm not allowed to hang out with anyone for about another month because my parents want me to be fully recovered before I do anything with people. So I'll be able to have a life again by July, yay!
[b]I haven't really thought about the fact that the seniors are leaving yet.[/b] Now that I'm thinking about it... it feels weird. I don't know many of them too well but it's just the fact that they've always been here. I'm sure some of them will still be hanging around everywhere because they don't want to go to college or for whatever reason, but most of them are gone and I'll never see them again. It's a sad thing :cry: !
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| Too Much |
| 06.01.04 (12:59 pm) [edit] |
[b]I should have never gone back to school.[/b] I have so much work to do... and the whole issue of [i]thinking[/i] I have no friends has become a reality. I don't know how I can possibly get all of my math assignments done, and how I can study for and catch up with all my tests/quizzes. People that I thought were my friends are giving me dirty looks out of nowhere and I have no way of finding out what I did because they don't answer the phone when I call.
[b]I think another reason why I feel like crap[/b] is because I read through all of my old journals yesterday and it brought back everything I've tried to forget. I can't believe how I used to let people treat me, and the sad thing is, I'd probably let people walk all over me again if the situations came up. I'm sick of feeling this way!
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| Nintendo |
| 05.31.04 (9:49 am) [edit] |
[b]Yay![/b] :P I might be able to go back to school! Haha, I feel like such a loser writing that, but it's true. I've been SO bored! I just sit around all day wishing I could do something. My mom said she was going to talk to John and try to convince him to let me go to school sometime this week.
[b]I wonder if my dad still has the old Nintendo...[/b]if he does I'm gonna ask him to send it down cuz I've been wanting to play the games from back in the day, lol. I had this really cool Ninja Turtles game, and a Tom Saywer game... Mario was the best though :( . I miss my Nintendo!
Later, 6:22pm
[b]My mom talked to John[/b] and I'm allowed to go to school tomorrow. I feel kinda weird about this. I guess I'll be seeing people again tomorrow. All the people who never even noticed I left... :?
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| Back To School |
| 05.29.04 (3:17 pm) [edit] |
[b]I feel like a normal child[/b], and my rash isn't an itchy thing anymore, lol, so maybe I can convince John to let me go back to school soon. I really don't know why I want to go. I kinda want to go just to see my friends but I don't think my friends care too much that I'm not there since none of them have called me in like a week and a half, except Matt. So if I went to school I guess it would be just to see Matt which is a good enough reason for me. I'm sick of being the one who always has to call people and always has to ask people if they want to hang out. If someone wants to hang out with me they're gonna have to ask. If they don't want to, then I guess I'm not going to be doing much of anything this summer.
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| RASHES ARE COMMON |
| 05.28.04 (10:42 am) [edit] |
When my mom called the doctors earlier and told them I had a rash they said to bring me in, and then when I got there the doctor was like, "Yeah, rashes are common with mono," and said we could leave. So I was right, they just wanted our money :roll:
I got to eat Burger King today! I was such a happy kid! I've been thinking about Burger King every single day, and I finally got to have it. Thinking about food is making me hungry, I'm gonna go eat now, hasta
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| Antelope Food |
| 05.28.04 (5:28 am) [edit] |
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[b]This is great.[/b] I have to go to the doctors [i]again[/i]. I've been three times in the past two weeks! Yesterday I noticed little red dots on my wrists but I didn't really think anything of it because they didn't itch. I thought they were just going to go away by morning. By morning my wrists were a lot worse and my entire hands were covered in these dots and they itched like a monkey :x . I noticed that my face itched too so I looked in the mirror and what a pleasant surprise! My face was red and bumpy-ish. So now I look like a kid with a fatal disease and I get to go out into public like this because I have a doctors appointment at 11:30. I already know what they're going to say. They'll look at my hands and face and say, "Hmmm..." and then say they don't know what it is, but I should let them know if it gets worse. Of course it's going to get worse it's a frugan rash!!! And there's nothing they can do about it!!! Why am I even bothering with doctors from this place. The only doctor I've ever met that seemed to know what he was doing, was the doctor from the hospital. The doctors from this pediatric place don't know ANYTHING. They just want to get you in there to tell you that you're fine and then take your money. When you're really not fine and you're just going to have to end up paying the hospital to tell you the truth. I should be a doctor, just so I can add to the few who would actually try to help people. Dumb people who just want to take your money should be locked in sewers. With antelopes. Angry antelopes who have decided that dumb people taste better than... whatever it is antelopes eat :evil:
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| Tutoring |
| 05.27.04 (6:06 am) [edit] |
[b]John called me this morning and told me he went to the school to arrange tutoring for me. [/b]I said that I would probably be feeling better by next week but he thinks it's best if I don't go back to school for the rest of the year because it might wear me out, and then I'd get sick all over again. That's probably true so it doesn't bother me too much. The only thing that bothers me is the thought of not being able to finish the year with people. I want to do end of the year things, like have people sign my yearbook. This year was the first time I bought a yearbook since 8th grade so I was kinda looking foreword to that more than anything. Oh well! I'll live! I can just give it to Jasmin and have her get people to sign it for me. It's not the same, but it's the best I can do! :roll:
[b]Oh yeah, about tutoring. [/b]Some "special education" person is going to be coming to my house. Yay! I get special ed!!! :D lol. I don't know how often they would be coming, but they would be bringing me all of my homework and helping me if I have questions about it. I'm glad I'll be having someone to help me because I'll fail math if I don't figure out how to do this stuff. Well I'm off. I don't know what I'm gonna do... I suppose I can sleep. Or sit somewhere. Hasta
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| Future |
| 05.26.04 (6:26 am) [edit] |
[b]Okay, so I lied. [/b]I'm not better yet but I'm still writing. I'm starting to think about my future again. In exactly one year I'll be finishing up highschool and getting ready to graduate. I'll know what college I'm going to, and I'll know that I'm probably never going to see most of the people I've grown up with ever again. A year is going to go by SO fast. I'll be leaving behind some people that will still be in school and I don't know what's gonna happen :? . Before I know it, I'll be graduated from college and then what? What am I going to do for the rest of my life? I can't picture myself having an important job. Maybe I'll sell lawn gnomes. Haha, then I can plant little creepy recordings in them and scare people :twisted: . [i]Everyone[/i] knows that lawn gnomes are evil creatures so it wouldn't be hard to scare people.
[b]I want to go to David's house! [/b]David, as soon as I am well I am going to attack your home. Even if you don't want me there because I haven't been to your house in like a month and a half. We can play Chutes and Ladders! lol. Oh man... I really do wanna play Chutes and Ladders now :( . I should have kept all of my old games. Well I'm gonna go do some homework while I don't have a fever. Hasta!
~sign my guestbook you lazy people!~
:D
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| Until I'm Better |
| 05.24.04 (10:10 am) [edit] |
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[b]Currently, I am a mono-ridden child.[/b] I thought that I was getting better on Thursday but when I got home from Ripple Dipple on Friday night I felt pretty blah. I woke up Saturday and my throat hurt like a [i]frugan[/i] so I knew something was wrong. The medicine I was given for strept throat is supposed to work within a couple days and it had been five. My mom took me to the hospital and they took some blood and told me I had mono. My parents didn't want to tell the school; they just wanted me to pretty much act normal and force myself to go to school but.... no. They have no idea how much my throat hurts! So John went to the school today and now my mono-ness is known. I should be feeling better soon because the first 2 weeks are supposed to be the worst and I've had it for a week and 2 days. All I've been writing about is my sickness lately so until I feel better I'm not writing anymore, cuz I assume it's not fun to read. Hasta! :)
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| Mono |
| 05.23.04 (6:00 am) [edit] |
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[b]"Unfortunetly, you have mono."[/b] :?
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| A New Name For Sierra |
| 05.21.04 (11:52 am) [edit] |
[b]Guess what, guess what, guess what!!! [/b] :) I got called a name today, yipee! Yeah, I feel pretty cool now. One of the girls that was talking about me before decided to take me up on the offer of saying it directly to me, except she said it as I was walking by so it doesn't really count as to-my-face. Earlier it made me mad but now I don't care. It's stupid. She can be immature all she wants but I'm not going to act like the scrub kids and get into fights about every little thing. But if she does it again I'm [i]not[/i] going to just walk by and ignore it.
[b]I'm going to Matt's house around 5 and then we're going to Ripple Dipple. [/b]I get to do something instead of sitting at home!! And spend time with Taam!! I'm off to sleep for an hour, hasta
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| Later |
| 05.20.04 (11:48 am) [edit] |
[b]I don't feel like a sick kid anymore!!![/b] :P
I hadn't been eating much because even if I just ate a few crackers I felt full, but I decided to eat a bowl of soup for lunch today. About half an hour later I didn't feel sick at all anymore, and I haven't felt sick since then. Yay! I hope I stay this way! If I do then my parentals will let my play with people this weekend.
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