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| Fake |
| 06.12.04 (5:29 am) [edit] |
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[b]This blog is starting to make me mad. It isn't [i]me.[/i] I'm being fake. I'm writing more for other people than myself and I'm censoring a lot of my thoughts so that I don't seem... like I'm different than what people know of me. I think... I don't know. I might keep writing in here, depends on if I feel like putting effort into making it more me-ish. Hasta[/b]
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| Anniversary Party |
| 06.11.04 (4:54 am) [edit] |
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Tonight I get to hang out with Matt! :P Yay! I guess my cousin and her husband are having a 25th anniversary party and my mom asked if I wanted to bring Matt. It's not going to be a very fun time, but at least I get to see him. By next weekend I'll be allowed to hang out with people again and not have to do it through boring anniversary parties.
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| Another Quiz |
| 06.10.04 (7:56 am) [edit] |
Guys Like That You're Sensitive
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
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| Time |
| 06.10.04 (5:50 am) [edit] |
Time goes by [i]so[/i] fast. People shouldn't waste away their lives just because they're too lazy to be what they want to be. They're never going to get another chance so why not go for it? If the schooling takes four years, eight years, who cares? That's nothing compared to the rest of their life (unless they get hit by a big truck carrying meat products). Some people aren't sure if they're making the right decision by wasting time figuring out if they want to be doing something but it's better to be unsure so they can eventually find out, than to have never tried at all. It doesn't matter how old they are... well I guess it does since people in nursing homes can't really pursue a new career... but besides them, it really doesn't matter. People can always start over before they run out of time. There isn't much of it left, so hurry up!
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| Quiz |
| 06.09.04 (4:51 am) [edit] |
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You Are An Understanding Girlfriend!
You care about your guy, so much that you tend to put him first
And while this makes your relationship smooth, sometimes you let big things slide
Still be your understanding self, but if something really bothers you - let your guy know
He'll still want you, even if you occasionally disagree
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| Soon |
| 06.09.04 (4:21 am) [edit] |
Hola! It's a prettiful day today! I'm gonna lay outside for a while once it's around noon. I can't wait to be allowed to hang out with people again. I want to go to David's house! He lives on a lake so we could swim and have crazy lake creatures bite us. I want to go to Jasmin's house and live there like back in the day. I want to hang out with Matt and sit on the floor like we usually do, lol. Now that there's nice weather we'll be able to do things instead of sitting around. Sitting around doesn't bother me, but it makes me feel like I'm a boring person and he wants me to leave his house. Taam, I'm sorry that I put Sublime on here. I know it makes you a sad kid when I put "bad" music on here, but you don't know what you're talking about because Sublime is definitely not bad music. I guess you're just gonna have to turn off the music or something. I'm gonna go take a shower. Hasta!
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| Testing HTML |
| 06.08.04 (8:34 am) [edit] |
[b]Yay I figured out how to use html to change the font and the color! And how to make the moving banner thingy! I feel like a smart kid! lol[/B]
I can't wait for our pool to go up so that I can frolic around in it! I watched a little bit of the video that came with it last night and it's really not that bad. I was expecting it to be a lot smaller than that because it comes in a box that's pretty small. Hasta
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| Escuela |
| 06.08.04 (4:49 am) [edit] |
[b]Well I didn't end up driving around with John today.[/b] I guess he didn't want me to or something. Whatever, it's not like I need to know how to drive or anything :?
[b]I'm going into school today at 2:30 to take a test in history[/b]. I hope that goes well! After that I have one more test in history, then the final and I'll be done with that class. I'll be going to school next Monday and Tuesday because I have to take finals. Wednesday I don't have to take any so everything will be done on Tuesday. [i]Except[/i] math, which is going to last until the end of the month... but that's okay, I'll do what I have to do to pass.
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| Inner Eye Color |
| 06.08.04 (4:23 am) [edit] |
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Your Inner Eye Color Is Brown
You're smart, thoughtful, and the ideal woman for most men
You are kind and easy to trust. Men open up to you like no one else.
It's this inner warmness that attracts guys - and makes you an instant soulmate.
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| Pool |
| 06.07.04 (4:59 am) [edit] |
[b]I've decided to make an effort to start driving.[/b] Matt inspired me by getting his permit and it made me realize that he'll probably have his license before me if I don't hurry up and start driving. I plan on going for my license in August, since that's when my six months will be up. John is letting me drive around with him on Tuesday (he drives around from business to business all day for his job) so that will give me a lot of practice. It's fun listening to Matt want to drive a lot now that he has his permit. That will probably stop after a month, like it does with most people. It never really started with me. After the first time I drove with my parents I wasn't exactly looking foreword to the next time I had to do it. I really just can't drive. I get so paranoid that I make stupid mistakes, or I zone out and don't even pay attention to what I'm doing. I've only driven four times so maybe once I get used to it I won't be as bad.
[b]John bought a pool last night.[/b] It's not a big one, but it's better than nothing. We've been talking about getting a pool for about three years now and we finally have one! :D Yay! Well I gotta go. I have to finish my English paper and then start studying for some tests I need to take starting tomorrow. Hasta!
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| CrAzY kId |
| 06.06.04 (8:27 am) [edit] |
[b]I'm going insane[/b] :lol:
I've been randomly crying :cry:
And laughing :D
I really am going insane, and if I have to spend one more weekend in this house there will be no hope for me. It's been a month already and [u]I NEED TO ESCAPE![/u]
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| SAT's |
| 06.05.04 (10:38 am) [edit] |
[b]I took the SAT's today.[/b] I had to guess on pretty much the whole math section so I know I'll have to take the SAT's again in October. I don't know if I'll do any better, but it's worth trying. I think I did well on the English sections because I didn't have any trouble with the questions. It started at 8:00am and ended around 12, four hours of testing. I didn't think it was too bad though. When you're testing the time goes by kinda fast. A lot of people from Messalonskee were there. I talked to Kevin for a couple minutes when I was trying to find my room, and Scott when I was leaving. I was happy to see Kevin again cuz I haven't seen him in almost 2 months and he's one of my few friends.
[b]I finally got a guitar tuner![/b] Yay! :P Not that I can play the guitar, but at least now I have a guitar that isn't all crazy sounding. My mom asked about getting lessons at Al Corey's over the summer and my dad wants me to use some of the child support money for it so I'm probably going to be getting lessons soon. Welps, I'm off to fall asleep outside. Hasta!
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| Ugly |
| 06.04.04 (5:31 am) [edit] |
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[b]Well I've succeeded in completely messing up my blog but I can't fix it right now. [/b]
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| Leaving |
| 06.02.04 (3:33 pm) [edit] |
[b]I came and I went.[/b] I'm done with school for the rest of the year, really this time. I get to sleep in every day and eat a bunch of food :D . It's not like I'm starting my vacation early though because I still have a ton of work to do and I'm not allowed to hang out with anyone for about another month because my parents want me to be fully recovered before I do anything with people. So I'll be able to have a life again by July, yay!
[b]I haven't really thought about the fact that the seniors are leaving yet.[/b] Now that I'm thinking about it... it feels weird. I don't know many of them too well but it's just the fact that they've always been here. I'm sure some of them will still be hanging around everywhere because they don't want to go to college or for whatever reason, but most of them are gone and I'll never see them again. It's a sad thing :cry: !
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| Too Much |
| 06.01.04 (12:59 pm) [edit] |
[b]I should have never gone back to school.[/b] I have so much work to do... and the whole issue of [i]thinking[/i] I have no friends has become a reality. I don't know how I can possibly get all of my math assignments done, and how I can study for and catch up with all my tests/quizzes. People that I thought were my friends are giving me dirty looks out of nowhere and I have no way of finding out what I did because they don't answer the phone when I call.
[b]I think another reason why I feel like crap[/b] is because I read through all of my old journals yesterday and it brought back everything I've tried to forget. I can't believe how I used to let people treat me, and the sad thing is, I'd probably let people walk all over me again if the situations came up. I'm sick of feeling this way!
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